So here’s what to buy now for your next vacation. When I came back from vacation I figured maybe I’ll offer up some suggestions as the vacation season approaches for you. I mainly got everything at ASOS. I feel like they have almost everything you need for a vacation. From cute swimsuits to, jumpsuits to cover ups. They def have that easy breezy, effortless sometimes boho vibe that I usually go for. Most of the pieces were even under $50 with the highest item only being about $57. Got a small dilemma in this video too. I couldn’t decide which bag I wanted to keep or return because I got 2 of them of a similar kind. The rattan bags? Bali looking joints? I’ve been loving them but have to remind myself NOT to OD on them. Who wants to spend $100 in trendy bags? Not I, lol.
The funny thing is, I’m sitting here at my desk. Typing this blog post out and I’m trying to keep my head up. Like literally talking to myself inside saying “you got this, keep pushing, you got this”. Be productive. Get things done. Exercise your creative right and being. Just keep pushing through. I go through the bursts of time wasting and feeling uninspired. I find my self spending or wasting a lot of my time, in search of motivation. Then even when I get hyped up, and I get so close to where I want to be. I get nervous and feel like maybe I’m not worthy. Maybe, I should just sit tight where I’m at. Its like being at the top of a cliff that leads into the ocean. Everyone around you is jumping and you’re standing there with you toes gripping the rocks. Like holding on to them for dear life. You look down and see the ocean and its a deep blue and turquoise. Its absolutely beautiful and the sun is hot. Your soul wants nothing more than to dive off and immerse yourself in that beautiful water. Yet you just stand there at the top of the cliff, feeling stuck. Like you cant jump. And you’re hurting your soul just staring and gripping. You’re so close to being in that water, yet you aren’t moving.
So now I’ve started planning my days. Like physically putting myself on a schedule. Hour by hour by hour. Anything that’s not on the schedule will not be accommodated. You know? Like on a job. At an actual job that you give your hard earned time to. The more discipline I have with this, the more I stay on task. Not having a schedule lets your mind wonder and bring non-productivity. I cant allow it. Anyone else have this same issue? If so, what’s worked for you?
